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Title:	Untitled
Date:	2008-05-28 @ 19:47
Security:	public
Location:	Wishing I was Partying it up with We The Kings <3
Music:	Catastrophe by Forever The Sickest Kids <333
Mood:	lonely

"I wake up and I feel alone
I was just asleep
Right where I belong
Inside this sad, sad song"
We Intertwined - The Hush Sound

"I don't wanna be
The one, the one, the one
That you forget
I don't, I don't, I don't
Just want to be your regret"
Medicine Man- The Hush Sound

Well as you can see I'm listening to The Hush Sound ha.
Those two parts of lyrics describe how I've been feeling.
I've been feeling so completly lonley.
I have no one to talk to.
Since they took away my medical coverage I haven't been able to see my therapist.
I just feel BLAH.
Is blah even a feeling? ha
It's so so hard having such high goals and big dreams and not doing anything.
I want to get a life more than you even know.
But things are such a mess,it's not the right time.
I know I have to wait and it will be so worth it but no one understands how hard it is just sitting around waiting.
I feel like the Tin Man. Like I've been stif for about 5 years, I was in a dark cloud.
I finally broke out of it or like a Tin Man I got oiled put in places so I could move.
And now that I can move and be able to do things there is no path to walk or move apon.
Like my mind isn't stuck anymore but I'm stuck in a different way.
I don't know what I'm saying.
BLAH!
-Norma

Maybe this would explain things more?

Forever The Sickest Kids - Catastrophe lyrics
wake up your a drama queen,
carry on like your supposed to be.
get way, hurry up, come on.
get away;

How long have you been in your bedroom?
it's been 3 days straight with the sheets and your pillows.
the clock on the walls, a reminder of my father.
and all his entirely

I know that I shouldn't let it get to me, but it does
and who am I kidding?
A dead end job and a lack of family.
This town really gets to me.

Wake up your a drama queen,
carry on like your supposed to be.
Get way, hurry up, come on.
Get away, gotta get up and go.

Wake up from the drama scene,
stick around it'll bury me.
Get away hurry up come on,
this is becoming a catastrophe!

I made up my mind, too tierd to think of things.
everything i have to do may be hard,
but i'll try to comprehend where i quit,
and where i should begin.

I know that I shouldn't let it get to me, but it does
and who am I kidding?
A dead end job and a lack of family.
This town really gets to me.

wake up your a drama queen,
carry on like your supposed to be.
get way, hurry up, come on,
get away, gotta get up and go.

Wake up from the drama scene,
stick around it'll bury me
get away hurry up come on,
this is becoming a catastrophe!
...this is becoming a catastrophe!

I made up my mind, too tierd to think of things.
everything i have to do may be hard,
but i'll try to comprehend where i quit,
and where i should begin.

I know that I shouldn't let it get to me, but it does
and who am I kidding?
A dead end job and a lack of family.
This town really gets to me.

wake up your a drama queen,
carry on like your supposed to be.
get way, hurry up, come on,
get away, gotta get up and go.

Wake up from the drama scene,
stick around it'll bury me
get away hurry up come on,
this is becoming a catastrophe!
...this is becoming a catastrophe!

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Title:	Shawty wanna thug bottles in the club! LMAO
Date:	2008-05-20 @ 17:02
Security:	public
Location:	In my bed, relaxing :)
Music:	Lollipop- Lil Wayne
Mood:	happy

Well, lastnight was weird!
I have no idea why I almost passed out.
But today I am feeling better.
I wrote WTK a comment early yesterday saying I wasn't having an awesome day and a comment from my KINGS would make my day :]
And BOOM I checked my inbox on myspace today and I gotta comment saying
"awww... have a better day today :) we love you!!!
<3 WE THE KINGS"
Yes, it truly made my day and I feel so loved! haha
I miss those boys with all my heart!
Anyways, when I woke up i put on the tv and FUTURE SEX/LOVE SHOW was on and it was awesome! haha
I turned into a 11 yr old Norma when JT starting singing "gone"! lmao
The strangest thing is all I kept thinking about was Alex Deleon (Lead singer of THE CAB).
I dont know why.
I was like Deleon could totally sing "gone". haha
THEY SHOULD TOTALLY DO A COVER OF GONE,THERE NEXT SHOW! haha
That's all for now!
I'm listening to Lil' Wayne "Lollipop" haha
Shhh it's a guilty pleasure hahahahaha!
<3 -Norma

"You were everything That's bad for me Make no apologies I'm crushed Black and blue But you know I'd do it all again for you"-We The Kings

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	2008-05-17 @ 17:56
Security:	public
Location:	In my room at my desk!
Music:	Sing It Loud-I've Got A Feeling
Mood:	energetic

Metro Station-Shake It^
Cobra Starship-Keep It Simple^
[Error: close lj-embed tag without open tag]We The Kings-Skyway Avenue^
</div>THE CAB- I'll Run^

Sing It Loud-Beating Heart^
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Well since I went through all this trouble for this journal I might as well use it!
I haven't wrote in years, I use to write poetry, songs and random thoughts then I stoped.
But I happy to have made this now I can start writing again! YAY!
But I am cursed with writers block so..BLAH! haha
I'm feeling better, I have a feeling I kicked my cold's ass so bad it's about to leave. haha
I currently listening to THE CAB and bored as hell!
I miss those boys! Well I miss all my boys!
Now I'm looking at video's from when I saw my boys back in April & March.
Imma post some video's I hope they work!
They aren't not long I only got a few seconds of each songs.
Blame my memory card! haha
-Norma

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Title:	Wow
Date:	2008-05-17 @ 02:30
Security:	public
Music:	Katy Perry-Hot N Cold
Mood:	awake

This Live Journal shit is kinda hard!
grrrr
haha!
Well I kinda like it so far!
Thats all for now
:]
-Norma

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